Recovery
When talk about addition & mental health recovery is not the same as if recovery from a cold or cut. But, a recovery with addition and mental health means able to somewhat a normal life with going backwards at any given point throught the day or given time. I find it is hard at times to keep control of state of situations could activate the condition, but I find distract The mind from the condition or activating event could take me down the path relapse of the mental health or addiction and I find I let it take control then I will go down that path where I was at many years ago, but I fine if I try to be proactive getting the help I need at every point of my recovery process by getting out of the house or doing some far of activity it could be simple as walking be around a friend or a group of people the interaction of some sort in my life throughout the day helps and I find by changing the bad behaviour to more positive response to what’s going on in my life like in my earlier post the good and the bad trip could make a difference in my life like a funeral could take me back to active addiction or let my depression take over the two major problems with sound like myself to allow it to take over one situation from my friend Claudette Winchester I remember her now and forever the good and the bad I have seen those people. I haven’t seen in a long time and we shared memories by sharing those memories of Claudette Winchester she would never die if we keep her memory alive within her hearts for me, the greatest thin in my life when she does a little things we not ask for that since I’ll keep her in my mind for. I know she is proud of me for my accomplishments in my recovery from addiction and mental health as she want me to continue on the path of recovery not by letting myself gone backwards over a death, but she wants me to live my life to the fullest possibilities and continue to work towards a better life versus. I try to keep my life in a positive way and A will keep her memory alive within my heart and mind if I remember her in every way possible, she will never die in the traditional way. If we forget her then she will die now I’ve went to the funeral and I said my goodbyes and my prayers given to her and hope for the best to the family like Lee Winchester and the children, they hat and grandchildren. On this trip is good and the bad yes I lost a friend my godmother, my confident, and hope to the future is gone at on the other side of this trip. I am able to visit my great uncle to celebrate his 92nd birthday today. Is that a part of them for me if I focus all the positive things in life where I can say yes I celebrate somebody’s 92nd birthday. I wish I could live that long happily to enjoy every success I’ve ever had in my life and a beacon for those are in recovery of mental health and addiction and give him possibilities. What their recovery may look like at that age. Now all I can do is to focus on the day or all the moment if I can focus all the positive things in my life my recovery will be possible for the next day and I try not to focus too much in the future or in the past if I do, I will more likely go backwards. Yes, we have to do some planning, but don’t count on it all the time I know tomorrow I’m going home for Huntsville Ontario back to KINGSTON and now I’m playing for that and hope my cat enjoyed his vacation in the kennel and I know when I left he wasn’t too thrilled with me to put him in a kennel with other Cats and hope he can’t give me the strength for someone to love and cherish in my life and try to write this blog without waking my father up.